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| Saturday, October 22nd, 2005 | | 10:27 pm |
long time no journal entry.
wow, it's been a while sence I've done this. Shit's happened, Jenny's upset and I've not been able to stop being depressed in a long long time. Alden want's to start a band with me sining dead kennedys covers. I just don't really care about much anymore. I'm sick of feeling so fucking depressed. It pisses me off how emo I feel on the inside. I'd rather be pissed off than mopey any day. I miss Rikki! | | Saturday, September 17th, 2005 | | 6:47 pm |
fucking yobs.
sick if it all. Tired of fucking school and stuff. Sick of life and sick of being sick of life. Hating being so depressed and tired of it all. Not wanting to die, don't worry. Your not rid of Logan yet. Just pissed off at myself and everything. I feel like I'm being cheated. Current Mood:  fuck it. | | Thursday, September 8th, 2005 | | 5:21 pm |
Bored like so many pizza makers...bored
Yeah, it's been a while sence i last did this. Okay, skoo started again (Rikki I miss you). I get to see all my old friends again and have made some new enemies. I hate people. Meh, went to bummerfest. It was good. That was the sunday before skoo started though. I moshed to a ska band playing sex and violence...did I say this already, because you can stop me if I did. Anyhow, Alden has been depressed or whatever today. It sort of bums me out. And Jen has b33n sick. awww... boring! Current Mood: AGH Da Boredom!!! | | Friday, August 26th, 2005 | | 8:15 pm |
Meh
'S all good. Going to Bummerfest with Ali, Alden and Sophie. Really tired. Got a new sex pistols cd today and saw Jenny. Good day good day. Miss friends and shit. Current Mood: Fucking pillz | | Thursday, August 25th, 2005 | | 7:38 pm |
OOOOOKKKKKAAAAAYYYYYY
Back in Eureka. Realizing how dead this city really is. I'm sort of glad to be home right now though. I'm going to see Jenny tomorrow for the first time in... I think 6 weeks? But yeah, it's been shitty without her. Hung out with Rachel yesterday and went to old town. This city is a fucking corpse. Might go to Bummerfest this Weekend. So tired. The grass is always greener on the other side you know? When I was here I wanted to be in Seattle, and when I was in Seattle I wanted to be here and now I want to be in Seattle again. Fucked up no? But seeing Jenny tomorrow will make things good I guess. that's all you're getting out of me now you stalking bastards. WHEN WILL YOU E-MAIL ME RIKKI!!! Current Mood: Eureka's Dead | | Sunday, August 21st, 2005 | | 1:02 pm |
Whooo
Went to the cheap sex concert and got my glasses broken in the mosh pit. Wandered around Seattles china town yesterday. Feeling very tired and am eager to go home tomorrow. Miss all of my friends. But feel sad knowing that I won't get to see Jenny untill Thursday or Rikki untill god knows when. WHY DID YOU MOVE BACK TO VANCOUVER RIKKI!!! THAT'S FUCKED UP!!! But I digress. Soooooo... besides being depressed and missing my friends. Yeah... not much else is going on. I'm realizing how depressing my family is. My mom's side of the family is all a bunch of drug addicts and stuff. It's scary. Meh, fuck depression. Feeling emo sucks, it makes me want to kick my own ass, which I think I'll do... how I will manage this I do not know. But yeah. Current Mood:  AGGGGHHHHH | | Monday, August 15th, 2005 | | 7:45 pm |
meh
And that is how I feel... meh... just that. I'm rather depressed. I miss my friends (especially Jenny). I've been talking to Alden again. We fight sometimes and get all pissy, but we are always friends again. It's wierd. I'm going to a Cheap Sex concert tomorrow night. I hate being depressed. I want to kick my own ass. Current Mood:  Fuck Depression | | Friday, August 5th, 2005 | | 10:21 pm |
YAY
Things are good with alden again. I'm beginning to realize how flippant this relationship is being. I'm good for a while though, we both apologized. Risika and others gave me good advice. thank you all for putting up with my emo bull shit. | | Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 | | 11:22 pm |
Whooo, I'm in Seattle right now. I made a new friend Jessica Down. She's really interesting. I can't quite label her, something i'm usually able to do. I went to capital hill today and shopped for leather jackets. I found one for 75 dollars(us) that I may buy. I've ignored Alden now and don't want to think or talk about him. I'm going to Rocky Horror with Jessica this Friday. I will have a fun time. I love the city up here. It is really fun and full of life and diversity, so much mixed blood, it's fun. I made a t-shirt that says "nobody knows I'm a lesbian" on it. ((Ali, I'll give it too you when i get back, you might have to sew up some of the hole or your boobs might fall out ))
Okay, I don't mean what I said in my entry before last. I too changed for a girl because I love her and if that's what alden did, then I can't be angry with him.
Once again, I'm just afraid that he will become too self rightious to be my friend.
cheers,
Logan
Current Mood:  Hi on... gummy bears... damn i | | Sunday, July 31st, 2005 | | 10:53 am |
I know that my reasons are unfair. I just miss the old alden. I hate how he went through such a drastic change with no apparent reason. I don't care that he's a christian. I just wish that things could be like they were. I mean, now he's all defensive and no fun to be around. I said god damn and he flipped out. It was nuts. He's starting to remind me of Marianne. That's what I'm afraid of, is that he'll become like Marianne and hate me. I remember that we used to have so much fun together. And now something as mundane as religion has gotten in the way of our friendship. Maybe I should just go my separate way. I don't really care anymore. Call me a hypocrite, I do not care, for I am one. But what should I do? I miss the old Alden, and I wonder if I can bring him back. Current Mood: muh | | Saturday, July 30th, 2005 | | 7:59 pm |
*sigh* fuck this shit
So I was talking with alden today. Our conversation went something like this. Logan: Goddamn my shift key Alden: Don't take god's name in vain. He didn't do anything to you Logan: Sorry Alden: Jess says you should damn buddah or ghandi or someone other than god Logan: Whatever, did you know that god is a term used for a diving being i.e. he's a god, she's a god. Alden: BS Alden: Shit and you know it Logan: Well come on, I could have been talking about my god. Alden: But you weren't blah blah blah, he logged off. Now this was a kid who wanted to become a vampire. He was a hardcore punk. But now he's become a total straght edge loser. I have no more respect for him now. He was antichristian and he's gone back to church for a girl. I used to love alden a whole lot. He was my best fiend. We were partners in crime, but he's gone softcore and lame. Fuck that Alden, I've written you out of my will. Fuck that shit. I'll be his friend again when he stops being such a weak suck. This is funny, I used to be afraid of losing my best frined, but now I've thrown him out. I don't care that he's a christian. I dont' care about that at all. It's just that he's become such a defensive dick. And all for some girl! Current Mood:  aggravated | | Friday, July 29th, 2005 | | 10:00 pm |
Fuck Ozzfest!!!
Yeah, my plan was to go to ozzfest while I was in Seattle (don't ask why I wanted to go), but I realized that it would have more fun going to shows in clubs, then getting trampled by death rockers at some shitty show by some bands who I've never even heard of. Fuck that shit. I might see Jenny while I'm up there. It has been a long summer without her. I miss all of my friends a lot. Alden, Ali, Sarah, Brenna, Anwyn, Laura... all of them (I can't name them all right now) but I'll see them when skoo starts again. I'll be in Seattle from the 1st till the 22nd. Yay for me and bus passes. Capital hill is a fun place to be in Seattle. I spent the day with Rikki and Holly a few days back. They are cool, Holly is a nice person, she bought me dinner which was way cool. Current Mood:  on pills | | Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 | | 5:06 pm |
God Damnit!
I dunno... I'm tired. The new harry potter book came out and I went to the premier piss drunk. While my friends were inside, I went out to the parking lot and threw up. Agh, pop ups, I swat them away from me like so many bees. Fuck... jagermeister tastes like black licorice. It's the only drink that I like that doesn't need a chaser of some sort. Fuck blimey. I'm not feeling to great. Jenny has been depressed lately, we've spoken over the phone. I hope that things are alright with her. I love Jenny alot and I don't want anything to be wrong with her... yeah. Current Mood:  piss drunk | | Monday, July 11th, 2005 | | 11:24 am |
not much
Jenny's home and I'm going to see her sometime... I hope... she's having a crazy mood swing and I really hope that things are okay. I love her a lot and I hope that she's okay. Ah, fuck you all. Current Mood: blah | | Sunday, July 10th, 2005 | | 7:35 pm |
whooo... hitlaz army is alive and well.
Hitla Youth camp was wiggidy-wack yo! I'm off the drugz, I put a kid in the hopsical, and Jenny is back in town. Wheeeee. I want a pizza. Alden is still my very good friend. Anwyn and I have been fighting and doing the whole 'not speaking' thing. It kind of sucks a whole lot. But it's sort of irrelevant. I miss her though. she was a good person. But she's not much fun to be around. I'm talking with my step dad right now. I'm kind of wierded out now, because I may not see Jenny this week. But I will try!!! Yargh, Pirates!!! Current Mood: sad | | Saturday, July 2nd, 2005 | | 3:55 pm |
Hitler Youth Camp... here I come.
That's right, I'm totally sober, we shall see how this turns out. Okay, so next week I will be at a Nazi scout camp, Killing facists and causing havoc. And when I get back, guess who will be here... no not George w. Bush, no not Satan (he's everywhere). That's right fuckers, Jenny will be home. Wheeeee. Now I bet you are wondering: "why is our dear Potato sober?" well to answer your question lets take a look at the current percent of accidents caused by Marijuana usage. Okay, it's 3% of all accidents in the us are caused by wacky weed... hmmm... that's no the reason I quit... I quit because Jenny does not like it. Now you are probably thinking: "God Logan, you fuckhead, you've changed for a girl." And I will be the first to tell you: Yes indeed motherfuckers. I changed because I love Jenny, that's why. I am now a poser wheeeeeee.... I need a bagel... I miss weed... but I've quit. I hate the boyscouts. They bug me much... Current Mood: it's that time of the month | | Tuesday, June 28th, 2005 | | 5:16 pm |
hi... fuck
Really bored right now. I miss Jenny. I'm really stoned and somewhat bored, that's why I'm on livejournal. For those of you who have been reading my journal once in a while (and you know who you are)It may seem that I am a very big stoner... I'm not really... I just get hi once in a while and then go on livejornal... So I update only when I'm hi. That's funny isn't it... tee hee... so tired. | | Saturday, June 18th, 2005 | | 11:19 am |
well... here we go...again
whooo *blows dust off of pages* jezus, it's been like... a long time sence I've last written. Okay, so summer has finally began. I've already vomitied because I ate too much chinese food. But it was so good. Why God why? So, my plans for the summer are pretty koo. I get to go to Seattle for a month. I'm sleepy and I want massive ammounts of cake and Jenny. Ohhhh... I get to see Jenny today... before she leaves for TWO FUCKING MONTHS grrrr.... oh well. She may come stay with me while I'm in Seattle. Good for me... bad for... someone. Life is good. I got a cool picture of a boy being bitten in the face by a pelican... kind of creepy but okay. I need some sleep... e-mail me and keep me...not bored over the summer @ potatotheantichrist@yahoo.com you stalkers... that's all you are geting out of me this time... Avicus | | Friday, April 1st, 2005 | | 9:16 am |
Hi, I just went skiing...it was fun...I got a sun burn...ouch! | | Monday, March 28th, 2005 | | 12:28 pm |
Alright, So I'm over at my friend Chris's house (my apologies for the last journal entry, complete nonsense) and we totally got baked last night and watched "Gacy" "The Miners Massacre" and "Scarecrow Slayer" We were so stoned when we watched scarecrow, it was like watching wondershowzen stoned (which we did also and it was reallllllyyyyy funny). So to put it all into perspective for those who have never embarked on such a wonderful hash-and-doritos filled journy...it was like David Bowie, God, and Johnen Vasquez(author of comic book Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, and creator of Invader Zim) came and combined their magikal crime fighting talents into one entity of supreme justice...which we forced into the bowl of a bong and smoked very sneaky like. Summay: Fun Rating: 9 1/2 out of 10 Those chips were good...why did I start this journal? |
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